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  <title>Visions of Shadow and Light</title>
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    <title>Funny email</title>
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        <p>
I got the following email out of the blue:
</p>
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          <p>
First, let me start by asking you why you decided to share such information to the
public. I am quite confused and the beings around me fear what shall happen if anyone
who could cause me mortal danger knew.<br />
 <br />
Forgive me for not introducing myself, I am Illiante Michele Santellen. I am, what
you call, a spirit walker. Please understand when I tell you that no one must know
of me.<br /><br />
I came here for a reason. I am not sure why I am here. I have the strange and insane
feeling that you can help me find my purpose. I know that Gaia is crying, she is falling
apart, and the humans on her are the reason. I want to save her. I don't know how.
If you know more about who I am, I would very much appreciate anything you have to
share. I want to know my own secrets.<br />
 <br />
Thank you kindly<br />
Iliiante Santellen
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        <p>
I assume it is a practical joke by friends - and if so I am amused :)
</p>
        <p>
If it isn't a practical joke, then all I can do is recommend that the author of the
email seek psycological help.
</p>
        <p>
The term "Illiante" is fictional, created as part of a fictional world for one of
my role playing games back in the early 1990's. Any association with it being "spiritual"
is, of course, also entirely fictional, and relates to a gaming fantasy world.
</p>
        <p>
Someday, when I retire from having a real job, I might publish the details of that
fantasy world (and its associated diceless game system). Mostly because that'd just
be cool, not because there's any money to be had in publishing RPG gaming materials...
</p>
        <p>
I used the term for this blog, because it sounds cool :)   That, and I feel
(as do a lot of people I'm guessing) like I sometimes live in more than one world.
</p>
        <p>
We all tend to have different personas that don't mix. A work persona, a different
one with family, yet another with friends. I know people who live very different lives
at work and outside of work. I also know people that have such a strong non-work persona
that it bleeds into any work persona (making them largely unemployable).
</p>
        <p>
In this regard, I suggest that <em>most people</em> are an "Illiante" - not in any
supernatual sense (unless they are a character in my gaming world) - but rather in
regards to how they compartmentalize their lives between work, family and friends.
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  <entry>
    <title>How young are these United States?</title>
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    <published>2007-07-31T08:52:15.6597936-05:00</published>
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        <p>
I was listening to a segment on NPR this morning, about Senator Stevens from Alaska,
who may have accepted bribes from an oil company. I wasn't remotely surprised to hear
that yet another Republican politician is probably bought and paid for by big business
- nothing new there.
</p>
        <p>
But here's what caught my ear: Mr. Stevens was part of the <em>Territorial government</em> and
was one of the people who orchestrated Alaska's statehood! This just isn't the sort
of thing a person usually considers. 
</p>
        <p>
I grew up on a steady diet of books about exploring the frontier and settling the
territories. These stories are the core of the American mythology: stories of tough,
honest men and women braving the wilderness and the greedy, dishonest men and women
to carve out the nation we know today as the United States.
</p>
        <p>
But they are <em>history</em>, as in dead and dusty. At least to most people, including
myself.
</p>
        <p>
So here comes this radio segment, reminding me that some of that history is still
alive.
</p>
        <p>
Whether Mr. Stevens is crooked or not is something we'll find out as the investigation
unfolds. But regardless of whether he's one of the tough, honest men, or one of the
greedy, dishonest ones, I sit in awe of the fact that he lived through a period of
time that saw the transformation of a territory into a state.
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    <title>I'm somewhat optimistic</title>
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    <published>2007-07-13T11:47:23.3026864-05:00</published>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"&gt;
&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;I took this &lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.beliefnet.com/section/quiz/index.asp?sectionID=203&amp;amp;surveyID=228"&gt;&lt;font face=Calibri color=#800080 size=3&gt;optimism
quiz&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt; from BeliefNet. The end result
is divided into four categories: negative, balanced but negative, balanced but positive
and glowy.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"&gt;
&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;I’m balanced but positive:&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"&gt;
&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;font size=3&gt;&lt;font color=#000000&gt;&lt;font face=Calibri&gt;&lt;?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /&gt;Sunshine
with patchy fog: Everything's coming up roses--most of the time. Your outlook is optimistic,
but you tend to think more positively in the short term rather than in the long run.
You see the good side of the present moment but don't necessarily incorporate that
into your overall attitude.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;
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&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;I’d say this is about right. I do look on
the bright side as I go through life, but I always &lt;i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"&gt;plan&lt;/i&gt; for
things to go horribly wrong in the future. In fact, this has been my motto for most
of my adult life:&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;Expect the best, plan for the worst.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;It turns out, in my experience at least, that
if you plan for the worst, then it is usually the case that the worst isn’t all that
bad. &lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"&gt;
&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;If you plan for an economic downturn by establishing
some savings, then you don’t’ suffer so much (or at all) during the downturn. &lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"&gt;
&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;If you plan for your company to do rounds
of layoffs, then you are already prepared to find another job (and even might find
a better one if the layoffs &lt;i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"&gt;don’t&lt;/i&gt; happen).&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;I find that it is much easier to have a rosy
view of life, and to view the people around you in a positive light, if you have planned
for life to get complex without warning.&lt;/font&gt;
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&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;Being all bright and glowy may be nice, but
it makes you vulnerable to life’s quirks. At that point you either become a pessimist,
or you “fall back on your faith” and just assume life sucks because God hates you
(or loves you and is testing you?). Either way, any bright glowy-ness at that point
is merely a façade…&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"&gt;
&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;Being pessimistic (entirely or with some balance)
means you go through life looking at the darkness in everyone and everything. Ugh!&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;Yes, people and life have darkness. That’s
the nature of the world. But people are basically decent, conventional wisdom would
say (I do so love &lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rush_%28band%29"&gt;&lt;font face=Calibri color=#800080 size=3&gt;Rush&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font face=Calibri color=#000000 size=3&gt;!),
and given a choice, most people will choose to exercise their light side over their
dark side. A little planning ahead of time puts you in a position to help that light
side dominate.&lt;/font&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
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    <title>Four is the magic number?</title>
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    <published>2007-06-02T10:37:12.7963376-05:00</published>
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        <p>
First Doctor Who, and <a href="http://slashdot.org/article.pl?sid=07/06/01/1450248&amp;from=rss">now
BattleStar Galactica</a>: four seasons and out. Though with Galactica this is <em>excellent</em> news
(imo), because it means they can have a very clear, closed and powerful story arc.
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  <entry>
    <title>Only 4 seasons of Doctor Who</title>
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    <published>2007-05-31T09:40:09.5886112-05:00</published>
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        <p>
This is bitter-sweet: there will be a fourth season of Doctor Who, and <a href="http://www.theregister.co.uk/2007/05/31/dr_who_axe_plan/">then
they are done</a>.
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  <entry>
    <title>Super-objective evil</title>
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    <published>2007-05-30T23:35:45.7971152-05:00</published>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">People are fond of viewing other people
as evil. At least in the US this appears to be true. </font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Conservatives, especially religious
ones, view everyone else as evil (or at best misguided and/or deceived by Satan<span style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </span>-
which is about the same as being evil). </font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Liberals listen to conservatives, can’t
imagine a world where the conservative viewpoint is sane, and view conservatives as
evil (or at least incurably insane – which is about the same as being evil).</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">So what’s with the “evil” thing?</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Well, like almost everything, it depends
on a certain point of view.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">From a subjective point of view, anyone
you don’t know is potentially worthy of your fear or hatred. In theory they are equally
worthy of your love or compassion, but human nature tends to default to the fear response
thanks to our genetic fight-or-flight programming.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">This is reinforced by the rhetoric flying
around in the media and the blogosphere. Someone you don’t know, but whom you believe
to be outside your political or religious group, is easily dismissed as being potentially
dangerous and worthy of fear and hatred.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">The thing is, once someone from side
A gets to know an individual from side B, that individual ceases to be abstract. You’ll
often encounter religious conservatives who acknowledge that individual Muslims can
be decent people, but that the rest of the Muslims in the world are evil – or at least
irredeemably corrupt and unsavable. Similarly, you can easily find liberals who acknowledge
that their few conservative friends are merely misguided people, but who wouldn’t
shed a tear if masses of conservatives disappeared off the face of the earth.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">So at the subjective level there are
two aspects, bound together by the level of abstraction. In the abstract, a person
of persuasion A tends to view people not of A as being evil. But at the individual
level they make exceptions, acknowledging that the specific individual is somehow
“different” from the other people in their group.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">There’s also the concept of objective
evil. Or societal evil. At some basic level there’s general agreement, at least within
a nation’s culture, that some things are or are not evil. In the US wonton murder
is evil. Genital mutilation is evil. These things fit that definition for people of
virtually all political or religious persuasions.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Unfortunately, extremists in both the
conservative and liberal camps sometimes paint other people as being murders or rapists
or torturers. Thankfully, the vast majority of US citizens, regardless of political
or religious viewpoint, never fit this definition of objective evil.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Consider that roughly half the country
is basically liberal, the other half basically conservative. If conservatives really
were wife-beating sadists, half the country would be evil. But think about your neighbors
and the people you work with. Are half of them evil? Doubtful.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Finally there’s the concept of super-objective
evil. I use this phrase as an extension of super-natural. Super-objective evil requires
an assumption, or belief, that there’s some morality imposed on the universe that
transcends humanity. Some believe this morality comes from a god or gods. Others believe
it is due to some natural order, or the programming of the human brain.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Regardless of its source, super-objective
evil is defined outside human relative terms. Conservative Christians use this definition
to condemn gays. There’s no objective human rationale for homosexuality to be considered
evil, but there are passages in the Bible that might suggest that God created a large
group of people just so they could go to hell. Very odd, but that’s religion for you.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">Super-objective evil isn’t found as
much in the liberal (or at least rational) world, because rationality and logical
thinking tend to preclude super-<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">anything</i> as
a justification for a viewpoint.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">However, there are liberals who use
super-objective thinking to grant plants and animals human-level rights. There’s no
objective rationale for such a concept, but there are spiritual or philosophical reasons
for such viewpoints – and again we’re into the super-objective.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">So what’s interesting about all of this,
is that the <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">subjective abstract</i> fear-hate-evil
response is tied deep into the reptile brain at the core of our minds. Giving in to
it is natural, but fighting and overcoming it is one of the primary parts of being
civilized. Of transcending our base, animal natures.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">The <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">subjective
familiar</i> exception-to-evil response is also natural, and is tied deep into the
social-animal part of the brain. Humans are social animals, and once they adopt an
individual into the group, that individual ceases to be a source of fear and instead
becomes a source of comfort.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">The <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">objective</i> fear-hate-evil
response comes from a collective societal definition. This definition is often codified
into law, or at least social mores, and is generally a good thing. Societies <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">need</i> common
morality to function.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">The <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">super-objective</i> response
is irrational. It may be unavoidable, because there’s some evidence that a large number
of people in the world are unable to cope with reality unless it is wrapped in some
type of mythology. It is this response that is most dangerous overall, because it
isn’t driven by animal instincts, nor is it controlled by societal consensus. Instead
it is created and fed by extreme viewpoints that are always irrational and are always
in conflict with reality itself.</font>
        </p>
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          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">When confronted with the choice of accepting
reality, or needing to try to warp reality to meet mythology, too many people choose
to warp reality. Due to this you end up with Muslim suicide bombers and Christians
murdering doctors and blowing up clinics. None of these people have a grip on reality,
and rather than getting a grip, they are trying to warp reality to match their twisted
mythologies.</font>
        </p>
        <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">
          <font face="Calibri" color="#000000" size="3">If anyone is evil - these are the people
who meet the <em>objective</em> definition.</font>
        </p>
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  <entry>
    <title>NBC got a clue!</title>
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    <published>2007-05-19T18:10:19.4192224-05:00</published>
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        <p>
I am impressed. First, the show Heroes absolutely rocks, and NBC didn't f*ck it up
as the season went on. It is amazing to think that a network TV show could be this
incredibly good, but there you have hit.
</p>
        <p>
Even better, <a href="http://www.zap2it.com/tv/zap-nbc2007-08schedule,0,4341254.story">their
fall lineup</a> includes two more SciFi shows: a time travel show, and a retake on
the Bionic Woman. Not that BW was a great show originally, but if they take a similar
approach with it to what they've done with Heroes you never know. Same with time travel.
The only one that was really worth watching was Sliders, and it wasn't really time
travel at all.
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  <entry>
    <title>And they say only Muslims are terrorists...</title>
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    <published>2007-04-27T10:09:10.5150336-05:00</published>
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        <p>
If you cruise many conservative, evangelical Christian blogs or web sites you'll rapidly
discover that they generally view all Muslims as culpable for all terrorism. Many
call for the erradication of the religion, viewing it as fundamentally violent and
flawed.
</p>
        <p>
Totally unlike Christianity, which is entirely peaceful and is purely good.
</p>
        <p>
Yet those <em>same people</em> are the ones who count terrorists among their number.
Yes, it is true, there are Christian terrorists too. Christians who feel just as powerless,
just as unheard, just as hopeless, as the Muslim terrorists. <a href="http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/18343166/">Christians
who plant bombs in cars</a>, just like their Muslim terrorist counterparts.
</p>
        <p>
It is sad that hypocrisy runs so rampant through the ranks of conservative evangelicals.
If they were truly honest with themselves they could, perhaps, be a force for good.
But as it is, they are merely a vehicle for driving fear and hatred: which means they
are a breeding ground for terrorists...
</p>
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  </entry>
  <entry>
    <title>TiVo really does rock</title>
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    <published>2007-04-20T22:08:07.3648368-05:00</published>
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        <p>
We've had DirecTV with Tivo for a long time now - perhaps 3 years. Tivo is a life-changing
technology, not unlike the telephone. And I'm not kidding.
</p>
        <p>
We like a number of television shows, mostly science fiction: Stargate SG1, Battlestar
Galactica, Smallville, Stargate Atlantis, etc.
</p>
        <p>
It used to be that we'd schedule our lives around the need to be home for a certain
hour of a certain evening. We passed up many other opportunties for fun or fulfillment
just to meet the arbitrary schedule of the TV networks.
</p>
        <p>
But Tivo changes all that. All of a sudden it doesn't matter when a show is on, we
just watch it when we have time. And given how much I travel these days (around 40%
of my time), I actually get to watch all the shows I care about. They are just waiting
for us when we have time to watch them. 
</p>
        <p>
Even better, a 1 hour show is actually only 42 minutes long. A 30 minute show is just
21 minutes. The ability to easily fast-forward through commercials saves an <em>incredible</em> amount
of time!
</p>
        <p>
Unfortunately a few weeks ago the hard drive on our Tivo crashed. Remember, it isn't
just a Tivo - it is a dual tuner box integrated with the DirecTV service. So I called
DirecTV and they were very nice (we're essentially charter subscribers, so they like
us quite a lot). As I knew however, Tivo and DirecTV had a falling out a while back,
and so the replacement box is <em>not</em> a Tivo.
</p>
        <p>
I figured that by now, nearly a year after the falling out, that DirecTV would have
a DVR comparable to Tivo. But it is not so. Sure, the basic features of recording
and watching shows is similar. But this new DVR is not even in the same league with
Tivo - and that's very sad...
</p>
        <p>
My primary issues:
</p>
        <ol>
          <li>
The user interface was obviously designed by a geek, not a normal human. Now I <em>am</em> a
geek, and this is the kind of UI I'd create - and it sucks. Common features are buried
in obscure menus, and little used features are easy to find. Many powerful capabilities
are hidden behind arbitrarily colored buttons rather than behind buttons that have
some intrinsic meaning. Even for a geek like me this UI is totally crappy.</li>
          <li>
Any interaction with the video (fast-forward, pause, jump back 6 seconds) causes skipping
and sync issues between audio and video. This makes it very difficult to skip forward
or backward, or even to pause and resume, because the result is almost always odd
skip/sync issues that last for a few seconds.</li>
          <li>
Along the same line, but more irritating, is the fact that skipping forward 30 seconds
a couple times, and then back 6 seconds a couple times, will often cause the DVR to
think I want to totally stop watching the show. This happens <em>a lot</em>, because
we use the skip 30 seconds button to skip commercials, and when we overshoot by a
few seconds, the skip back 6 seconds gets us back to the resumption of the show. At
least 1-2 times a day the DVR just decides that we've pressed the Stop button instead,
and stops the playback. Serious PITA!!</li>
          <li>
Numerous times I've had to turn the DVR off and on again to get it to play back a
show. Otherwise when I try to start the playback I just get a black screen. Turning
it off/on makes it work again.</li>
          <li>
Last week Stargate SG1 totally messed with the DVR. The jump forward 30 seconds went
in slow motion. Turning the device off/on had no effect - it still did the jump 30
seconds in slow-mo... No other show has done this, but that particular episode of
that show totally fubared the device.</li>
          <li>
Last night the Colbert Report also messed with it. The DVR did its "you pressed Stop"
bug and so I was fast-forwarding back to the spot where we were before the foobar,
and the fast-forward went into an infinite loop. Seriously. It got to a point in the
video and jumped back about 10 seconds, then it got to that same spot and jumped back
10 seconds - over and over and over. I had to watch in normal speed to get past that
point in the video, then I could fast-forward again just fine.</li>
        </ol>
        <p>
Tivo had <em>none</em> of these issues. Tivo's UI is elegant and clean and intuitive.
Tivo never skipped in odd ways, or had sync issues with audio/video. The issues are
almost certainly all software, and it is simply clear that DirecTV needs to find a
new DVR software vendor that actually has a clue about things like quality, testing
and usability...
</p>
        <p>
It is sad that Tivo seems to be having a lot of trouble getting their business model
under control, because it looks very likely that the best product will die, leaving
us all stuck with a load of crap instead.
</p>
        <p>
On the other hand, even with all the stupid issues this DVR has, the life-changing
effect remains. We are still in charge of our own lives rather than allowing the TV
networks to control our schedules. It is just frustrating that we had perfection,
and lost it due to a hard drive crash and some poor business decisions on the part
of Tivo and DirecTV.
</p>
        <p>
 
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  <entry>
    <title>Some time on the phone</title>
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    <published>2007-01-27T14:24:01.3350144-06:00</published>
    <updated>2007-01-27T14:24:01.3350144-06:00</updated>
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        <p>
A few minutes ago I recieved an unsolicited (and thus illegal) phone call from Card
Services Incorporated. Normally this wouldn't be a huge deal, I'd get connected to
an operator and tell them to remove me from their list, along with at least some level
of threat of federal legal action.
</p>
        <p>
But this time something odd and interesting has happened. I did get connected to an
operator, who almost instantly rejected my call. But she did in in such a way that
I'm in a netherworld where I am "piggy-backed" on other calls. One after another,
I get to listen in on their conversations!!
</p>
        <p>
Now I am only hearing the operator's voices, not the inbound callers (all of whom
are women thus far). I keep waiting to get some juicy personal info like a phone number
or credit card number, but all the callers thus far have been smart enough not to
provide any such information to the operators.
</p>
        <p>
One can only assume that "Card Services Incorporated" is a relatively incompetent
scam. Though I've heard at least four operators now, so they are big enough to have
a number of employees and a (somewhat buggy) automatic phone system.
</p>
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  <entry>
    <title>Battlefield 2142... Rocks!</title>
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    <published>2006-12-15T10:59:38.068488-06:00</published>
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        <p>
A couple months ago I <a href="http://www.illiante.com/SoMuchForBattlefield2142.aspx">posted
some negative information</a> about BF2142 due to their in-game advertising. Subsequent
to posting that entry, I read more information that led me to believe it wasn't as
onerous as it sounded.
</p>
        <p>
So I bought the game.
</p>
        <p>
No ads. None. Yes, there are billboards where the ads should be, but I get no ads.
</p>
        <p>
Even if there were ads it wouldn't be onerous - they'd just appear on some billboards
here and there, so that seems pretty easy to deal with.
</p>
        <p>
But I don't get them. And I'm sure the reason is that my home network is entirely
behind a firewall/router. Odds are that BF2142 configures the Windows XP firewall
on my actual desktop to open the necessary port for the ad software to work. But it
can't reconfigure my primary firewall, because that's a totally separate device; a
device I'm pretty sure is blocking the download of the ad content.
</p>
        <p>
So I've been playing BF 2142 quite a lot of late. Yes, my life has been incredibly
hectic due to family health issues, work issues, yard work in the fall, getting new
windows in our house and selling Christmas trees as a fund raiser for the <a href="http://www.optimist.org/default.cfm?content=clubdetail.cfm&amp;club=35051&amp;type=A">Optimist
Club of Eden Prairie</a>. But I've chosen to give up some sleep to play BF2142 - it
is that good!
</p>
        <p>
There's just nothing like walking across the battlefield in a three story tall
tank, blowing the crap out of the enemy as you go!! :)
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